Her and Me!


Strangers or Estranged?
The question in her head
Casual and Mature!
Cruel words he had said

How quickly could he move on
from her strong face?
Spiralling out of life,
how could she still be in haze?

Charcoal grey was her favourite colour 
right after his storm
Took her half a decade to fix the leaky roof and feel somewhat warm

The terrorizer redeemed,
a loving friend and more
While she was boiled down,
left to only be a whore 

How should she hide
the scars and the screams?
How many nights
until again she finally dreams?

I keep telling her,
she's definitely better off alone
She keeps asking me
to buy her another wishbone!

Broken by mere words 
and no actions of a man
She couldn't even remember
all the ways she'd ran

Sitting besides her all night,
I ask her to pandon
Not him, not them
but herself under all burden

She begs me teary eyes every night
to end her petty story
Every night she cries and wails
for mercy of erasing history

2 AM and we stay the same,
awake and miserable 
Two sides of the same coin,
different but inseparable

I kill her and my story ends,
haulting before it even starts
She kills me everyday
by shooting her verbal darts

Still showing up for the scarred self,
trapped in my girlhood
I give her and me a chance every moment
just to be good

The girl trapped in my youth
or the woman whichever
One of these days,
one of us dies forever and ever!

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