December Twenty





I was listening to "Back to December"

And guess who did I remember 

It was you in all your glory

It was us and our love story

I remembered how I broke your heart

So cruel with piercing hard dart

We cried all night, December Twenty

I could have tried more and done plenty

But I am so selfish and so cruel

And I always end everything like a fool

I am not as brave in love as Juliet

Can't run and let go of the brilliant 

I was too proud to let my guard down

And wait for you to come to my town

But today I listened to "Back to December"

And you are the only face I remember 

I have fallen for stupid reasons 

Followed boys for all four seasons 

But the love that we always shared

Never came back to me to be spared

Had you not hurt me just enough?

Didn't I just hurt you so rough?

Why do your eyes still shine like that

Every time you look at me when we chat

I am not at all good for you and me

I am so bad and it just kills me

Don't look at me like we'll ever fix

I'll always be your casual friendly ex

Just forgive me if you ever can

And I'll just jump with some other man

But I'll listen to "Back to December" every night

Just to remember you for some little light!

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